Showing posts with label Emile Durkheim. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Emile Durkheim. Show all posts

Sunday, May 26, 2024

Hlimsang

I attend Presbyterian church which I believe likes to consider itself more composed, more rational and more solemn than a lot of other churches. Of course, in Mizoram, song-and-dance is an inherent part of worship and can’t be divorced from it. And where there is song-and-dance, a little illogic and a little collective effervescence, as Emile Durkheim would put it, are bound to sneak in. Cheeky little devils. Maybe not devils per se, but cheeky nonetheless.

I’ve never been a fan of all this effervescence. 

All the time I was growing up and there was a revival in church, or people get effervesced around the big holidays like Christmas or Good Friday, I got super nervous. Because of one simple recurrent action – hlimsang. I guess it just means they get Over-Excited? Over-Effervesced? Overly filled with the spirit, I think. Then they can’t control themselves. They start dancing in random, jerky motions and speak in tongues. I truly enjoyed this spectacle as a curious child. However, I also felt inordinately worried and anxious that they would jerk me out of my seat in the pew and drag me out and I would either have to dance like them or be paralysed there on the spot. None of them ever did that to me. But to this day, it remains a worry with me.

I feel like the Hlimsang people would be able to see through me, being as filled with the spirit as they are. And that one of them would just point at me and scream at me: REPENT! I would, definitely. Instantly. Whatever they accused me of. Or worse, they point and scream: CONFESS! I know for sure I would start confessing to sins I didn’t even commit. And I have a wild, active imagination. It is a constant worry.

I worry still.

Thursday, November 23, 2023

The Royal We And God’s Pronoun

Mal min sawm turin van khuaan ro a rel, is a lyric I have known since forever. We do sing it every year multiple times around November and December after all.

However, one Delhi December got me interested in the song in a new way. One of our leaders Pu Lalchuangliana gave a little sermon over how it was supposed to be read as: Mal min sawm turin van Khua-an ro a rel. Capital K for Khua. As in state. As in the royal We, a nosism, a pluralis magistatis. Khua here would mean the state as much as its monarch, each referring to and representing the other. I don’t know if it is true or not, but I found it interesting.

A majority of my interest was less spiritual than it was socio-historical. Perhaps anthropological. Or maybe linguistic. Or simply just inability to turn off the Sociology nerd in me.

In any case, it made me think about Emilé Durkheim saying how society is more than the sum of its parts. Simply put, when you abstract society to such high levels, it becomes bigger than the very people who comprise of it. It begins to become an Entity unto itself. (He argued society is basically god for a tribal society, abstracted as it is to idealized image, with the ability to penalize and reward its members. That’s also basically how you say Man created God in his own image, in a subversion of the Genesis statement. Perhaps also in a Nietzcschean POV, how God is dead, because we killed him. Possible, if we had indeed birthed him. Reminiscent also of American Gods by Neil Gaiman. Ah but I digress. That is a different topic.) Administratively, mob mentality.

In a charming American comedy-drama film called Flipped, a young girl is told by her father: some people could be more or less than the sum of their parts. I understood it as to mean that some people cannot simply be broken down to their parts, like their flesh, bones and sinew; they are more (as is the society); meanwhile and unfortunately, some people are so devoid of character and/or morality that they are not worth or do not even make up the sum of their physical selves broken down to their parts.

In any case, Pu Chuanga’s comment sparked my interest in nosism in the Mizo language. We do use it continually, which is not a surprise seeing as how absorbed into society as we are. Once I became employed, I realised that nosism also applied to the Office and the Head of it. Some of the best leaders I’ve served with have accepted credit with the plural We, but have often shouldered blame and responsibility on the singular I. I think that is commendable and encouraging. Leadership is a very difficult role. Not many get it right. Some people just end up very narcissistic and playing to ego and status in the end. Because inferiority complex just does not go away simply because you got money and status, does it? I don’t know. In my experience  somehow some of the richest and most powerful people remain seriously under-confident. They constantly need to prove themselves. Must be exhausting. The lord knows it is exhausting to serve with or under them.

Or, you know, Pu Chuanga could be wrong. It could be that nosism plays no role in this song. It could be that the existing line: Mal min sawm turin van khuaan ro a rel, is perfectly correct. The English translation remains pretty much the same anyway. But I feel like if it is not the capital Khua that applies here, I am guessing ro a rel should be ro A rel? Because this pronoun a/A is referring to God. No? Or is that grammar just for English?

Genuinely asking.

Wednesday, May 17, 2023

My Atoms And I

So lately I’ve been thinking about atoms. My atoms, to be precise.

This is not really an exercise in science; more like an exercise of fantasies.

I can’t begin to comprehend just how many atoms have got together to form me. So I don’t even try. I leave it at a few billions. Which means I am a billion things while I am me.

That is something worth thinking about.

The funny thing about this is to accept that even while they form me, my atoms don’t really know I exist. This is fascinating. It makes me feel like I am some sort of a greater entity the way we study societies but in a more noticeable, study-able scale. As when people come together and form a society or a community and the society is an abstract thing but the people think of it as real. Like Durkheim might say, it is real because it is general, external and coercive. I become that. I make my atoms do a lot of things – both consciously and subconsciously. I think about where I want to go, what I want to eat, what I want to read... and they comply. I am a society.

King David of Israel in Bible days wrote: I am fearfully and wonderfully made. I doubt if he knew about atoms but he was not wrong.

Which is crazy because even right now as I am musing on them and writing about them, they are all doing it with me. And yet they don’t know they are doing My Will. In fact, they don’t care all that much about me. They are the people that make up the Society Me. On a very tiny scale. They’re not even particularly loyal creatures. One day they’ll just disintegrate and go on to form someone else! Very sobering thought.

I suppose there’s no point being too full of myself.

If I am asked what I like best about them, I’d probably say the fact that they can teleport. Well, leap. Quantum leap. I guess. That is lovely. Us people will never teleport but the atom people (the non-alive people that form us) can. And do. Well, not atoms as a whole. Electrons, I suppose. Still, that is something else. And I am a grand society that is formed by tiny things that teleport! Inside me. That really is something else.

And to think, considering how much of me is water, I could have been a cloud.

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